Ive known her for awhile. She told me that she trusts me more than she trusts herself. And ive told her ill always be honest with her. We are close. I just dont want to bog down this by telling every detail of us. And a lot of it is personal.

Id probably agree with you if it wasnt so... Weird. I love her in a way that i just want to be in her life. I wouldnt even care if she did have a boyfriend or whatever. The only thing that hurts is that she grew feelings for someone that she told me she had none for. And like. Its stupid. I dont want to be pity dated. But it hurts that she pity dated this guy and not me lol. I told her when i said i was in love with her that i dont want her to say it back until it was true. And i dont. But...its everything weve been through and it seems so pointless. That she can grow feelings for someone in two days. Do you get me?