I can definitely relate to some of the stuff you wrote here. I’ve seen plenty of nasty comments directed towards women on social media and it also hurts me when I read them. I guess if they are strangers, I just ignore them but if it’s from someone I know or someone I am talking with I definitely become cautious and definitely avoid that person in the future. I guess the best way to deal with hate is to direct your attention towards love and towards positive things. For example, you could try to volunteer in organizations which help women who are suffering due to abusive situations with men. I don’t recommend being an activist for women in a negative way, for example focusing on hating men under the guise of feminism - this is still directing your attention towards hate and not towards something positive. Direct your attention towards something positive which can help people and make you feel proud of yourself