It's funny how this is the opposite for me, same here graduated from high school didn't went to college , tried looking for job but didn't happen yes I I love video games and watching movies n shows I have This weird sad anxiety that whenever I tried to socialise with others or especially the girl that I like it gets harder for me to socialize whenever I see radom people coming I automatically turn my phone on and start pretending to look at the screen this is all because of the lack sign that had to do with bad past and yes I was severd bullied till to this day I tried to figure out what went wrong or why am I not much of active or talkative person.