How do I stop wanting a partner?

Thank you for responding. To clear up some things:

How I express myself in this post is not reflective of how I interact with people who express interest in me, since I'm aware that it would be off-putting. I'm being honest with my emotions/feelings here so that I can find people who can relate and who have figured out how to overcome this.

And I mention attractiveness, because it is important, especially when you're young, and it's something that I used to struggle with. Just a small victory for me, so I'm kind of saddened that it was interpreted as 'off-putting' and 'transactional', as if I'm a shallow robot. I understand that bodies change. No worries there. I also have hobbies.

I've been in and out of therapy since I was a child, so it's always been a priority. It's not that I cannot afford it at this point in time, but that my original therapist has taken a leave of absence, and I'm still navigating through the new medical environment.

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