So we took the break cuz he wants to relocate in a year and a half and not willing to wait for me and after saying 'you're special to me', I felt like we're not acting like a couple in this situation and our relationship is quite serious (we lived together for a year) this is quite a long story and sequence of events. But the thing is we took a break to think if this relationship is worth fighting I guess.. Its our first time in a break so we don't know how ot works.. Anyways I read about it and yes texting is kind of "not allowed" in breaks, but still it's weird. I've tried to read books and all. And I've decided to let it go I just don't know how to deal with the guilt and the sadness. Thank for your reply