Day started off decently. Snoozed the alarm a couple of times, went to work (on time, less traffic than usual). Uneventful day at work. Daydreamed about a girl I sort of have a crush on during down moments. As I got home I realized how little of a possibility of anything happening between me and her are. Got sad. I really need affection. I haven't been in a relationship with anyone in almost 10 years (the one relationship being back in high school so still rather small) and whenever I ask anyone out, I get turned down.

Tried taking my mind off of it with some games, but its still there in the back of my mind and it didn't work very well. Still feel bad. Hopefully tomorrow's better, but I doubt it. My mood flip-flops often enough nowadays though, so you never know.