How do I truly live? Or is this just how I live?

Hey fellow depressed person. I'm not a gaybro I'm some stinky chick (ewww, right? Heh) that responded to you yesterday I think. No one asked to be born man. Life is really, really difficult. Have you ever been in love? Like, really really in love? That's shit is difficult as fuck too. Because sometimes you fall in love, but that person you adore more than your own life betrays the shit out of you but you still dream about them every night. Endless agony. (but that is this gross chick's problem, not yours). What are you studying in college? Maybe you are in the wrong program. I got my degree in writing with a minor in graphic design because I didn't give a fuck about making money. I just wanted to write and make art and get decent critiques on those things. Which for the most part I did. Those things satisfied me for a while. They still do to an extent. I don't fit any mold of what a person should be. I think you probably feel the same way about yourself. You say you are into the dark side of life. Then, explore it. Find others who are as macabre as you are. They are out there. Don't date the typical dude or go after the typical dude because you are not a typical person either. Not everyone is as happy as they pretend to be, or as stong. Keep that in mind when you meet other people, and know that there are times in life when you going to want to be alone, even if you're lonely and that is perfectly fine. If I was less drunk I would have worded this eloquently. But sometimes life requires you to give no fucks, besides this is the Internet. Be thankful for the interesting times you live in.

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