How is your Christmas going so far?

  • Went to Parents
  • Tried to seem as up beat as possible
  • They've given up asking if I have a significant other, or how my friends are doing that I haven't seen for over 10 years now.
  • I told them my plan to save up, retire early and travel.
  • They were a bit annoyed as I work for the family business, it's dead end and I don't get out or meet anyone doing it, so somthing has to give.
  • They are both disappointed in me and feel sorry for me at the same time.

I'm now back home feeling really bad about it all.

I have that weird sick feeling you get when your emotions get the better of you.

1 down, just New Years to get through now. It's weird I dread these days and some people look forward to them all year.

/r/ForeverAlone Thread