moved to South Florida
got off my meds
became depressed as shit
became a huge alcoholic
gained 25+ of muscle by working out and constantly eating & drinking...
went to NY to see a friend to who helped me quit drinking for Nope. Not calmly, the mother will think they're sneaking up on them...
moved to PA the next month to try to talk to an ex again I haven't seen in years... Her constant lying & manipulation made me realize why I left her, she didn't change. So I started drinking again until I could afford to move and put a down payment on a better place in south Florida
I couldn't bear it so I just came back down to South Florida the next month
worked 3 diff jobs just to save for a nice deposit...
all the riots and stuff happened and guys I've known for YEARS were saying some awfully racist things on FB, so I deleted that and lost contact with the,. Because I felt like I've been lied to my whole life by them now that I see how they truly are.. Kinda sucked, because we had plans for when they came down when I got my new place.. Dudes I've known 20+ years...
got a dope ass crib on the beach..
my friend from NY died that helped me stop drinking, made me extra depressed, so I started drinking heavier, lol
lost all of my muscle again due to drinking more, not eating, and not working out within a few months..I'm skinny as shit now.. But at least I don't have a gut..
quitting this one job soon and just gonna enjoy my retirement and drink on the beach all day and look at all these half naked beautiful Latina women while I play on my iPad until my liver goes.
Life didn't turn out like I thought. Fuck it, I'm an alcoholic and I love south Florida...