Not good, I never comment on forums or anything at all for that matter but I'm struggling so much and I've been this way for longer than I can remember. I just function for my children, if I didn't have them I wouldn't be here. I've been diagnosed with depression, anxiety and adhd. Meds don't work, I feel completely alone. I care for my Little ones religiously but when they are at school or occupied I just either sit down and zone out or lay on my bed and stare into space. I self harmed before I had children very badly and the urge has never left me.
I would never do anything stupid now because I know how much my children need me.
Any advice on how to feel better and function like a normal human would be very much appreciated.