Mine (if he really is my TF) hurts me constantly so I’ve decided to block him out. I want to know what he’s up to but I make myself turn away. It’s hard. I think he’s in denial of our connection because he likes his life the way it is. Fine with me! I’m not going to wait around for him to come to his senses. I don’t fit into his preconceived ideas, so be it. I don’t care what he is, was or could be. I won’t let him trigger me anymore. He would rather die than acknowledge me, and so it goes. Why in the hell would I reach out ever again in that kind of situation?

I’m sure this message will self-destruct, just like the others. I really hate this shit. I miss life being simple.