idk what to do

Find the cause of your addiction. Cannabis/drugs was associated with “cool kids/rule breakers” when I was younger and I developed a fear of rejection among my peers. I noticed I was soothing this fear with drugs and believed that if I had done it enough I would be inaugurated into the cool club. Later Realized how stupid I was being and dropped the idea that I need to prove to someone else that I am worthy to join a clique. I now have a much easier time going on breaks and self medicating when I see fit.

Ask yourself:

Where in your life do you feel empty/lacking?

Why does cannabis fill that emptiness/lack?

Does it make sense that cannabis should be the solution?

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