If they didn’t value or appreciate your presence, then they will miss you when your absent.

I am so sorry you experienced that! I understand how you feel and the kind of pressure you felt to end that toxic abusive relationship.

If you haven't already, you might want to check out r/NarcissisticAbuse. Maybe you'll be able to relate to others in that community and get more support there. It's helped me tremendously through my healing journey.

I relate to your pain and what you went through and I hope you never go back to someone like that ever. You are strong for giving her a second chance after she put you through so much abuse. Things will for sure get better for you from here on out now that you're free of that physically. It takes time for the mind to catch up, but therapy and relaxation techniques help a lot with that. I hope you will find peace of mind soon. You deserve someone who treats you with kindness and respect.

/r/BreakUps Thread Parent