One who has the truth in him which God himself has put there can not erase it. Everything which occurs in the world, and in my own life, only serves to confirm it. One who comes to know and accept God, and who sees the truth of his words, can not then go on to un-see it. There is no hope of me departing from my faith in Christ - and such a thing is not something to be hoped for to begin with. I have eternal life in a perfect world without pain, tears, or death, promised to me. I have the truth which I sought in me, engraves into my mind and my heart and my soul. I have wisdom available to me which comes from God himself, and he has led me to know and understand more than I ever thought possible: and this has led me to know a peace and comfort which I never imagined I could have.

I wish the same for you, and for everyone who may still be saved. The fact that you have continued to hear some things in spite of your hostility which I once shared does give me some hope for you that like I did you may one day come to know and accept the truth which you have struggled to deny.