I consider myself attractive. Im a paki dude and I've had white woman approach or initiate first with me a a handful of times so that's saying something. I'm 24, never had sex or a girl in my life. Its a "grass is always greener" situation. People who think its easier don't know what its like to realize you are lonely and alone SOLELY BECAUSE OF WHO YOU ARE AND YOUR PERSONALITY. Looks fade but who I am as a person stays.

People dont know how emasculating and shitty it feels to have a girl initially be interested but because you have no idea what to do or how to be, they run away. Its years of evolution leading up to this point of finding a partner and I fail at being what a man should genetically know how to do. It sucks man.