The difference before I found spiritual grounding is a disconnection from want and need. Before, I wanted it. I wanted connection. I wanted to love and be loved. I wanted all of the chemical processes of infatuation and lust because I confused them with love.
Now? Now everything is so much easier. It's so much easier to let things come and go as they need to flow. I don't particularly want a relationship, but I found one because I was just vibin' and this person matched my vibe. And then we grew together from there.
And if things don't work out, it's okay. It'll always be okay if I allow to be okay. Not everything is meant to last forever.