All I ever cared about was money, I assumed if I got this then people will respect me and they would respect the title. But none of it matters if I don't respect me for at least following my childhood dreams to the end. I'm a very creative person (adhd) and I'm studying such a binary and restrictive subject such as accounting, it's not enough, I need to be able to express myself with lyrics and not numbers and spreadsheets. I agree though best of both worlds, I'm ready for my second act and I'm going all out for this dream now. I don't want to be an old man with a bank full of money regretting what could have been. Thank you kind stranger, honestly the most helpful person I've talked to on here and I appreciate it. May you also find the peace and happiness you deserve in life I'm routing for you. :)