There's nothing impulsive, or overreacting, from this. I legitimately love this person. I am not OK living without him. I even told him that if he ever died I'd kms to be with him.

What happened/went wrong? I fucked up I guess. I mean yeah we both did. But I took it a step further. There's really no point in talking about it. I'm seeing a therapist but therapy isn't really any good if my bf isn't there. And he's supposed to. He just keeps saying he's tired. It's really a communication issue. But I need him to put effort into this like I am. Sigh. But all I get is idk, ttyl, and other similar stuff. Like i get it you need time. But I need communication that you love me. And that u wanna go to therapy.

Idk im dying.