Right

I’d just want to fuck up his life the same level as his lies an his ‘repeatedly trying to fuck me over.’

I can’t think of too much, max ideally I’d like someone to beat him up by random just cos all the stress he used to put me through he intentionally tried to push me over the edge like he got enjoyment from it. Over the edge sanity wise like you feel your brain fuzz you feel the literal line of how much you can physically take then you pass it made me wanna rip my neck out so fuckin much like I cut up all my neck with my nails cos I couldn’t take it an couldn’t resist straight up am not willing to be with another person for I don’t know how long cos I couldn’t deal with any of that stress again it’s been 2 years since we used to hangout can’t believe I stayed but I literally just never learnt to leave bad environments an I just completely gave up. Now I can’t even stay in good ones.

Now have to suffer with extra consequences. The reward should be him gone.

Anyway, I wouldn’t get someone to beat him up I just hope karma sort that naturally, I was thinking more like a small way to throw him under the bus without going to far since he always does with me or like there’s a site you can put emails in an it spams them, be good if that had the option for phone numbers. Phone spam wouldn’t be fulfilling enough but it’d be better than continuing with this bs while he continues to not experience any consequences.