Yeah it hits you in teenage years, different times for different people.

If you're attracted to men at all you're probably gay or bi. And, you know, getting off to gay porn is a pretty good sign that you are gay/bi.

It may be difficult to reconcile at first, but actually, dating and hooking up for gay guys is kinda great! No surprise pregnancies, people are more willing to hook up and be adventurous than most straight people, and it's a fun community! (Despite the toxicity on this subreddit)

When I had most of the same thoughts you had at like 15, I just made a decision to roll with it. Generally straight guys do not enjoy gay porn! Lol!

It'll be fine though. And being gay in college is fantastic