There are hundreds on Amazon. Most of the ones by Alexa Riley are short and light on story. **This is not quality literature - they are mostly the same story in a slightly different setting with different character names.** I purchased a trial of Kindle Unlimited (I think it was 99 cents for 3 months) and most of her books are included with that membership. I think the regular price is $10/month. The cost is worth it for me - my husband is happy! I also just got an IUD after a long chat with my dr. about my delicate libido. He said with all the pills, shots and with the arm implant, the hormones end up in the bloodstream - with IUD that isn't supposed to happen. I hope you can get back to where you want to be!