I'm 20 years old and I'm at the most suicidal I've been, I'm writing this in hopes of someone actually able to help me. Ama

..if this is your only chance to be alive..would you only want 20 years of it? what if there’s nothing more than this time and body you’re in right now to be awake for experiencing anything in existence? what about the 19 year olds that wanted to live to 20, 21, 25 etc and that was taken from them without it being a choice, without a chance to experience life? fear, failure, debt, sadness, alone, heartache, pain, lost, broke, directionless, self-hatred.. what a privilege to claim a blip of life-even just one inhale/exhale- in this universe, that very well could implode at any moment.

It is inevitable that you will one day not exist, don’t waste your time convincing yourself otherwise.

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