Maybe you'll grow taller and society will accept you, maybe you won't and you'll continue to suffer. If you do grow taller the way you've been treated will continue to effect your mind and behavior, but thats irrelevant for now.

I'm not against killing yourself. Its really your own choice. Maybe your life will get better later and maybe it won't. It could become just tolerable and good only 5% of the time. I'd personally rather be dead than suffer. You probably won't end up doing it, but if you do, find the most painless way.

The world is really, really unfair. The most important thing I'd like you to know is that you're not allowed to die and give your bullies the satisfaction. You CAN'T just let them get away with it like its nothing at all. Its not fair that they don't get to suffer. To deal with them there is no other way than fighting back. You're too small to beat them in a fight. You'd have to bite, scratch, and aim for their eyes, face, and throat. Also you'll lose no matter what and be beaten very badly, and you might have to face more aggression in the future. Your goal is pretty much just to do any damage you can manage. Ideally, you should use pepper spray or a taser or something along those lines, even a pencil. Don't be a psychopath and be a school shooter or anything like that because you'd ruin your own life.

All of this takes an extreme amount of mental strength and is very stressful. Honestly the BEST thing you can do is transfer to another school or figure out a home school type of thing because NOTHING is worth being in such a terrible environment. There will always be people like the ones that were mean to you that'll get away with it and lead great lives. That has nothing to do with you so you have to detach yourself from all that. Then figure out whats up with your hormones. Being short in this society is outrageously shitty. The people on this sub that say otherwise have basically forced themselves to change the way they think and perceive things altogether. You have to be like them and FORCE yourself to change the way you think and live with as much positivity as possible. If you can't force yourself it won't happen because you'll be constantly reminded that being short is a bad thing.