I'm apparently a bad parent and that's why you defriended me?

Also, my parents noticed I looked sad and wasn't feeling well and said, "Atrocious, we'll snuggle lil Atrocious tonight. You should go by the pond and take your medicine." Then my dad said in his stoner voice from his 70s youth, "Yeah, man... chill out. It's all good. Go spark one." they haven't smoked in decades and my dad is just waiting to be able to retire and start again for his actual glaucoma and back problems.

This is the amazing, supportive environment I have right now. My kid is loved so much. She has everything in place to really be okay in life. My middle sister told me that she has lil Atrocious set (she's very successful, we don't talk about the oldest one who produced the nephew). My parents used to be poor but when I got sick they worked their assess off to be okay and became upper middle class. I'm okay and will be okay and I realize how lucky I am. I'm still going back to school because losing my scholarship for medically withdrawing hurt really bad and I know I'm capable of doing something still.

I know this sounds like humble bragging... I'm just trying to say I'm doing really well. She's doing really well. I'm terrified something will happen and destroy it but that's because I've got diagnosed anxiety disorder and PTSD from being sick for so long.

I was actually trying to message them and tell them about the family bonfire I was throwing when I found out they defriended me. I'm a bbq mom now, man. I throw pool parties for my kid. I'm not the best parent but I'm trying really hard and it feels like I got hit in the gut and I'm crying again. I always worry that I'm a bad parent because I'm sick and she has to have inside play days where we just art, read and go over words. She knows all her letters and can spell cat and all of our names.

His wife was diagnosed with Crohn's a couple years ago after she had her kid. I think subconsciously watching the damage about 18 years of this disease does (dxed at 13) probably messed with them. He knew this could be her suffering like this in a few years.

Sorry this got so deep... I just don't know who else to talk about this too with no judgement.

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