I would miss you. I would miss the chance to ask you to be my girlfriend after we’ve dated around and figured out what we wanted. Were the houses and the bedrooms a lie? Were the butterflies a lie? Was this weekend a lie? If I could, I would hold you and we would be together forever.

Who would miss you being gone? Me. I would miss our silly banter, our kisses, our late night calls. I’d miss our nicknames and our music. I’d not be able to finish our anime list. I’m not trying to guilt you. This is what I would legitimately miss if you were gone. If it’s hard to believe that someone cares about you as much as I do, then I’ve failed as your best friend. Because I am. And I’ll be here for you. Forever.