I'm so fucking livid right now.

I try to talk to her about his issues and how she feels, but she's not getting the message. One day she's all "I want him out' than the next she's on good terms with him. He's a toxic piece of garbage.

I'm ready to call the police or any government service that could help us, but I don't know if they'll take me seriously or if my mom will stop me from doing so.

I will admit, maybe 45% OF our issues are caused by me/My siblings or mom, but the rest is him and his issues. Lately he's had no reason to be mad or distressed (his dad passed away a few weeks ago) but he's fine as far as I know. He's a bottom feeder. He's almost 50 and he's got noting to show for it. He's a "web designer" who makes something like 400$ every two months, God knows how he get clients with an attitude like his.

I also feel trapped in this family in general. My mom is kicking him out like I said, but that's no guarantee he will stay out. My brother brown beats my mom into fulfilling his every whim, and my sister is an uninformed coward. She spends 80% of the time at her boyfriends house, probably because our home life is shit. The encounter happened right outside her room, and she didn't even step out to help or see what was going on. It disgusts me.

I'm looking forward to moving out of this hell hole so I won't have to deal with any more of this crap. I love my family don't get me wrong, but sometimes I just want them to screw off. I have severe anxiety, because I lost my dad so suddenly at age 8 (it was known he didn't have much tie left for a while), but I didn't know. I was 8. My psychiatrist told me I'm.depressed, and its reflecting on my social life and my academics. Sometimes I feel like I just want to crawl into a hole and stay there.

/r/self Thread Parent