You don't understand. I was born depressed. I was neglected by both of my parents because my sister was an absolute demon and did anything and everything to steal every last shred of attention and affection from me since the day I was born. My first friend died when I was 6 and I blamed myself for it. My sister molested me when I was 8. I repressed the memory for 20 years and I was a ghost of myself as well as asexual.

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I have two ex-fiances. I've been dismissed, rejected, and ghosted by literally thousands of women.

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https://i.imgur.com/s39pAz4.jpg I'm not a supermodel, but I'm sure as hell not ugly either.

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I'm an extrovert that can't interact with people "normally" because of how awkward and broken I am. I'm a veteran with a crippling disability, PTSD... I'm at the point where I want to hire an escort just to have someone to hold again. All I've ever wanted is to just make another person happy and have a partner to support and to join me at my side.