I'm going to start purging tomorrow

I was trying to make you change your mind...Seriously, I've been sick some years ago, I was puking everything, even water, I didn't want that, it just happened, it went for weeks, stopped, then started again for weeks, many time, I've been at the hospital two time for a week because I could barely stand and was dehydrated, I lost a lot of weight, I looked AWFUL. After that, I gain more weight than what I've lost, luckily I wasn't overweight...I can't do any sport without being exhausted really fast and the day after is so painful I can barely move. Until now, I've lost 5 teeth because of that, 4 tooth crown and I'm waiting for an implant, it was expensive AF, even with normal health insurance(mandatory in my country) and supplementary health insurance, I will probably lose some other teeth. Before I could afford the replacement(which I could because my grandmother left me some money after she die), I was in pain all.the.time., not necessarly a lot, but constantly, the slightest change of temperature would trigger it, I couldn't drink any hot nor cold drink without my teeth hurting, my ganglia(?) where swollen regularly and it was noticeable by everyone, I couldn't eat normally, , I could've lost my liver because of the meds I was taking for pain. Trust me, you don't want any of that, it's not worth it.

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