I'm a Korean living in a foreign country, and I have the weirdest identity issues

Moved to the US at 8, then to Canada, then Japan, then Guam, then China (Zhejiang), then back to US, then back to China (Heilongjiang), then back to the US for college and have been here ever since but have felt astray and discombobulated and uncomfortably unique and nomadic and identity-less. I think in too many languages (none of which I'm native-level fluent in, although English is my best language) to be able to properly convey my thoughts to others in a way that's conducive to deep personal connection. Feel like I'll be a loner and a floater for the rest of my life. Everything's so exhausting; I think through things from too many points of view, which wears me out emotionally, causing me to be lower energy and less bubbly/excited/approachable to others compared to my baseline/true self. Ugh. I need help, but I know I'll never come across anyone else like me (I'm sure there are hundreds, if not thousands like me, but we're all too mired in the unique complexities of each of our lives in whichever part(s) of the world we got randomly catapulted to to ever meet and discuss with and learn from them) and will need to just soldier on. :( :( :( :( :( Hate my blindingly colorful life.

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