You've made me cry. I'm sending you love. Thank you. My partner and I live with my family. It is a loving home. A lot of people are homeless in this city because houses and rent have sky rocketed. So I am thankful that my family let us stay here for a good price. I love everyone here. But they all work for corporate, dont care about animal rights recycling composting gardening. that hiking is awesome. Nobody cares about the music I like. Nobody cares about joy division. I dont know. Just stuff I like. My best friend I love her shes a big drinker and a stripper. I do not judge her, we are just different. And no I am not against sex work, I've been there. I am surrounded by beautiful people but aren't like me. I dont have much money to go back to the farm, I could try and see if I could sell produce again. It COULD work out. But very touch and go with covid, they may want me to commit to a year. I am truly trying my best. My partner is not bad, but I dont know if I want long distance for another year again. My room is filled with plants. But... I dont know. Can I just say, thanks for giving a shit. When I've opened up to others about it they think I'm some dirty hippie fighting peace. No... I dont know what I am. I just like nature and living away in the farm. I dont hate you or society. I just want to be happy. The best thing I have ever done for myself was to quit my money hungry corporate job (yes I used to be very city girl) and finally let myself move there.