I’m so tired too it’s not even fun anymore. I used to be so happy and made everyone laugh and I’m so incredibly smart God gave me every ability I can’t even name all of them it’s just sad I wasted a beautiful life. Everything I once enjoyed is impossible to enjoy i’ve messed up too badly even tho I’m good person and have done way more than most. I just wanted to help others in every way but truth is I can’t even help myself it’s really just ruining me knowing I’ll always be like this. Can’t even hug my mom or family, I’m just tired of being stuck in a reality that no one can ever understand. “I’m going insane life’s not the same, stuck in a maze and I’m not going anywhere. My brain is going everywhere, I’m tormented everyday” -juice wrld