I.. I can't really explain. It's been all over the place in these three years that I have been playing. The biggest cases were when I found a group of friends that I stuck around with most of the time. The type of people who you'd play and do everything in-game together over the course of a few months... only to find out that it was all facade. It all falls down at me being used as some kind of tool for others to take advantage of.... and that they would snap when confronted about it. Other things are just people being cold in general.

Another reason is the roleplaying community. I was once part of it, and it's... technically far more toxic than the PvP community when you take a closer look at it. I should not have dwelled into it, I should not have taken it seriously and tried to build connections. Because of that, when the community was divided over mindless dramas, I found myself in the middle of it as I held contacts from both sides.