The bloody toilet paper being a memory of something bad from your childhood makes me think of some of the things I can get as part of C-PTSD. But I think it's normally more like extreme disassociation than anything? Idk. I just start to feel like nothing is real, but then sometimes it blends into full on feeling like I'm somewhere else. Like I go to shower and it reminds me of bad things washing, memories, I start to dwell in the past and feel afraid or even feel like something is there that's not. Sometimes it feels a little different than it is, like darker, or lighter, the slightest sound can make me jumpy. I don't think I normally see things, though, it's kind of in my head and nothing is there, but I feel like it is or like I'm going to have something bad happen to me. Normally I think I know in the back of my head what is real and what isn't.

Sometimes I also get the thing where I don't remember events, or periods of time, and time will go on for hours but feel like minutes.

I get sleep paralysis regularly, sometimes hallucinate falling into it when I'm trying to fall asleep or else I wake up into it. Psychedelics effect me strongly and sometimes there's minor hallucinations for days but I hear that's pretty normal.

I also have no family history of psychosis or schizophrenia, and I've had stim psychosis before to know that nothing I feel now is similar to having it.

Never heard voices before except when I've been awake for days on end though. I don't know what's going on with you, but I can relate with some of my own symptoms even though I'm also not schizophrenic/psychotic. A lot of people here suggest you get checked out for early stages of schizophrenia which would be a good idea. Some of that might have more or less to do with it than other parts and could be more to do with bpd or lingering trauma, but that doesn't mean it all necessarily is.