I'm seriously losing the will to live. I don't know how to live in this world anymore, I cannot take this evilness anymore

do you think I want to feel this way?

you don't know my life so don't pretend like you do

I try every single day to go out into this world and treat others with kindness, to make friends, to find love, to escape poverty, and leave this world a better place than I found it.

and what do I get in return for my efforts? treated like shit by everyone and everything.

how the fuck am I supposed to feel good when EVERY HUMAN BEING TREATS ME LIKE SHIT?!

there is no one for me TO give my love to. there is no one that isn't anything other than disgusting towards me.

I'm tired of being treated like shit. I'm tired of being made to feel like something is wrong with me. I'm tired of feeling like I have no value because other people are so fucking awful towards me.

nobody is here to help me. I'm all on my own and when I ask for help I get more assholes like YOU telling me not to wallow. like go fuck yourself. so fucking sick and fucking TIRED of people like you. go the fuck away and go shit on somebody else thats suffering Jesus fucking christ.

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