I'm sorry, I just can't do it anymore.

Yep super petty to people who can't take responsibility for where they are in life. Let me tell you something. Humans are so much like animals and as soon as they smell weakness you are done.

So no it's not your height or your looks or your skin colour, it's just you, the vibe you give off, your energy. Do you stand tall when you walk or do you slouch because you already feel too tall? People notice those things and nobody will ever want to be around someone who has the potential to drain or affect their energy in a negative way.

There are people born so much worse off than you and they will never share the same quality of life as you but they still try 10 times harder than you have ever allowed yourself.

You live in Canada, there are resources to get yourself counselling( except then you will feel like no one can understand you and give up) and medication to help you pull out of the sort of thinking that you are stuck in. I know because I have been broken so many times and I've utilized resources available to me without spending a dime. You just have to want to find them. You can complain all you want but nothing will change until you tell yourself some hard truths and do some hard work.

Ps I would rather befriend a Somali before I befriended a white person or an Arab any day so it's definitely your attitude. And ofcourse you took me looking into your posts to understand more as me being petty. I really do feel for you but your attitude is annoying.

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