I'm a terrible liar.

A $50 Papa John's e-gift card. For sure that's haram, even a plain cheese pizza from there must be haram, but I gave that. A young kid who makes way more money (>10X) than I've ever made working but he's out there on his own with roommates and their rent is high. He was hungry and I couldn't figure out how to send him plain money at the time so I ended up sending him that gift card. So he could eat. Does that count as a good deed in Islam if the food was probably haram? Does it still count as good if I'm telling someone about what I did?

You asked me what I do. You don't know because you don't live with me. You can't see what I'm like in person. All you have is what I've told you and I don't believe in boasting about anything good I might do. So your perception of me is warped.

That said, I would be hurt if you said bad things about other people I love. I've said them myself but I don't know what's wrong with me. I kept calling you bitch...I don't know, maybe 'cause I knew you weren't going to stay. You said we can't be friends. We never were because you also said you only talked to me because you felt bad for me.

Maybe we just can't know each other, if you find it so hard.

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