Thank you for taking the time to write all that for me. I’m actually starting to think one of my longtime best friends I had for years shrugs off my problems. It’s weird bc they’ve had mental health issues as well & I’m telling myself they’re doing that maybe, bc they don’t want to be reminded of their own bad days when they talk to me. Is that a bad thing? I don’t know, but it does contribute to me feeling like a burden. Sometime soon, I hope to get better. & then maybe I’ll talk to all of them about it & see who stays. But I don’t want to lose them while I’m in a bad place bc I don’t think I can stand that. Again, thank you so much. It’s nice hearing feedback from someone who gets it but can give me a new perspective about all this.