BUT let the shit talking comments begin!

Are you looking for advice? This isn't exactly a welcoming comment. Why set yourself up?

I feel like if he really loved his wife and wanted to go back to her because he wanted it to work I could understand. And then maybe I wouldn't tell her.

You can't presume to know his motivation for anything. His loyalty is to his wife and child. Maybe he does really love her and realizes his mistake. Maybe he's having some difficulty breaking it off with you because he's afraid of your reaction. I mean, look how you're acting. You have some vendetta?

But just because he's going back because it's easier sends me into a rage. I know what I did was wrong. I should be remorseful but I'm not. I knew what I was getting into.

I know the emotions are there and were there but I can't seem to just let go. I feel crazy.

Maybe he knows you're going to act out and he's waiting to go back to his family. Waiting until he knows you've gotten it all out of your system.

Girl, just leave this guy alone. He doesn't care about you. Not in the way you want. Its time to move on and focus on yourself.