Seeing an escort every two weeks doesn't really cost much. It's $500 a month to see some really decent girls. It's a drop in the bucket for me.

I'm telling you that all it does is just sate desire. I feel better for a few days after seeing an escort, but ultimately it's not going to make me taller or more attractive to women. And these women wouldn't see me if I weren't paying them.

So yeah it does help my mental health and gives me the motivation to do better in my career, but seeing escorts has not made me happier. I get drunk on the nights after seeing one, and imagine what it would have been like for a crush I had in University to reciprocate feelings, or how it would have been like to go to prom with a girl that liked me (I never went to prom).