The increasingly unstable reality of 2020: late night observations

(Sorry this comment is kind of ramble-y)

You have a gift for writing.

This is the weirdest thing that has ever happened in my life and probably in a lot of people's lives.

I think this event is very significant. And I agree, it feels very odd. There are many movies like this real life right now. Have you guys watched Contagion?

Things feel so off for sure. I am not sure what to do exactly though. Obviously I do not want to express to my friends how I feel as they will look at me like I have 2 heads. I have heard several people say - people that I know - that "this is a hoax" or "is it really that bad?" People are asking questions.

I have read about this virus creating different timelines for people. So those who are not ready would stay in 3D and continue on a 3D timeline (I think I have read the term "recycle"?). While people who are "ready" will go on the 4D and 5D. Its hard to wrap your mind around. I hope and pray for all of us that good things are coming. Many intuitives and spiritual people have written about this shift as being very very good and significant. I hope they are right!
Obviously I do not understand or know what will happen exactly.

Right before this, I nearly had a nervous breakdown, quit my job, and have gone no contact with my family who I have realized are very narcissistic. I havent spoken to them in a month - prior to all the covid-19 stuff.

OH - and I found out I have a half brother I never knew about a few days after this ^^

So yeah, its so crazy how much can change in a month or two.

I am thankful for ME. It gives life more meaning. That does not mean it is easy though. It really is like the Matrix when he says after you take the red pill you cannot go back. (or whatever he says along those lines). It is awesome and so interesting and exciting and terrifying at the same time. I have thought about it, it seems like there were shifts Jan 2016, Jan 2017 and September 2016 and all the month in between really. Trump being elected seems like a very significant event to me. I cannot explain why or how. It just feels that way to me. I think it is related to CERN and its possible that we really really are in a matrix. But I think it really is bigger than that too. There is a spiritual/universal significance as well.

I am no stranger to "conspiracy theories" though. I started researching stuff in like 2007ish when I was in college. So I think having an open mind allows you to consider more possibilities and maybe even see MEs.

I am thinking of these quotes right now:

"There is beauty in the breakdown."

"It was the best of times, it was the worst of times."

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