And now presenting, herrrrrr side….

“Oh my god. I’m seeing the cutest, funniest little 28 year old. I really get a kick out of him. He’s really into dom/sub play and I've never done that before. He even likes to try to extend it outside of the bedroom XD In the past I never would have put up with anything like this, but what the fuck, I just got out of a 9 year relationship! I think this shit is hilarious! I’ve been seeing him for like 3 weeks and it just keeps getting funnier. For some reason I’m kind of enjoying seeing him all bumbling while he tries to be a total master stud in bed. I can tell he’s so turned on and that turns me on, and it’s kind of sweet to be with someone who clearly has so little experience but is trying so hard to be dominant.

So get this, he made me a list of “rules” I “have to” follow. I don’t see him too often, so when I do see him I just play along. It’s just kind of interesting and different, and to be totally honest, it’s a relief not to have to take charge in the relationship. When I’m around him I just do whatever he wants to do.

Anyways, that's just for fun. I just met this other guy (we’ll call him Joe) and he's real relationship material. I really like Joe! I've only seen him twice but we've been texting but I can't stop thinking of him all the time! Even (whoops) in bed with that bdsmy guy. I think I’m going to have to say goodbye to 28 year old fuck boy soon. I really hope he’s not getting attached to me. I wouldn’t want to hurt him. But I think he gets that this is only about sex and he’s not taking it seriously either. I hope.

Can’t wait to see Joe tonight!”