I just hate my country and fellow countrymen, everyday what was in general love and respect for my country as a child is turning into strong hate and I just can't seem to stop. I have been shocked in the whole of my adult life that how pathetic people are and how they are more than adamant to keep the country shit. No regards for rules or anything, these people won't follow a simple traffic rules like wearing a helmet that' supposed save their life but they won't, pathetic customs, stupid reasons for the divide, because you are born in a fuckin cast and a fuckin religion and Indians overtly proud of our supposed culture, it's the "greatest culture", my ass it's great, it's pathetic cover up to orthodox mentality. There are poor who are breeding like a Catholic rabbit and causing more problems but our government is concerned about spending billions on statues and memorials of people who are already well remembered, but they'll like poorer on the street begging right below a statue of 500 ft. These people who are living under a Union will have a strong bias because either you are from certain part of India or because you don't speak their language you are some sort of inferior person. The education system is so shit that as a 15-year-old you are supposed to decide what are you going to do your entire life even before having any experience/knowledge of career prospects. We literally are the world's most casually racist country, if you are dark skinned or brown, you are not looked upon, as if being fair is the high standard. The biased system that it's cursed to be in my situation, you are a boy in taxpaying household and because 200 fucking years ago your family wasn't oppressed so now you have to work your ass off to get a half decent life but you'll fail because the politicians are adamant on giving opportunities away on your surname and gender then meritocracy. Government has somehow shown that our GDP is growing and people are happy about it ignoring the fact that unemployment is at it's highest since the turn of the century. Politicians are literally shitting on us and looting our tax money but people do believe somehow they are doing good and will smear on each other in support of the politicians like total fucking retards. We are cock sucking the prime minister and his opponent even though they both having skull fucked the economy. Here if you are an educated a person and doing your job you won't be respected but if you are a loud mouth and chaotic everyone will respect you. This is the country where we act like pricks and worship goddesses, but we can't keep the women of the country safe, and to the worst of it we are going to treat a pornstar like a queen but if a woman is a victim of the assault she'll be looked at a subhuman, no respect for such a woman and instead of support discourage them. There a like a million things wrong about this country, and I can just keep going on. I am just fed up it at this point and the sad part is I might spend all my life here.