Wow thank you This is the first advice I’ve gotten about family issues... I haven’t been able to tell friends and, although My sibling can commiserate with me, neither of us has any idea how to even cope...

I’ve thought of plans for living for the next 3 years but I hadn’t thought at all about planning for handling my relationship with my nparent in the future, or on the more fun hand, hobbies

I’ll try to keep a more positive outlook..

I’m looking forward to the prime of my life starting in six months and then never stopping haha

Thanks so much for your advice and for hearing what’s been festering in my heart without judgment