Shit me too!

But no really me too. I'll go a day or two and then horrible depression sets in, no support so I go to a bar (to avoid drinking home alone)

Getting high helps me not drink but I also feel like I have an issue with pot and want to avoid using that as a substitute for drinking.

Rock and a hard place it seems. I tried to avoid it today started a wood working "project" but never done it before and it's soooo easy for me to get discouraged. What went wrong? I couldn't understand the table saw, the cut wasn't even. Now..

Sorry not sure why I wanted on your thread.

If you're sitting on the couch then that means you didn't drink, keep that going. This feeling will past. Best of luck