I've been lying to everyone, even myself.

I’m going to be completely honest here. I have no idea what to say to help or make you or anyone feel better. If you read this post and know your stuff on things of this matter help this person out and talk to them because I genuinely am at a loss of words. One thing I can say is that the fact that you want to change and take that step is really encouraging to me and I think that you should use that as a stepping stone. Another thing I can recommend is to try and find something that’s your passion or something that you’re good at and abuse the hell out of it. Try to find a job in that field or whatever and just try to live life happily doing what you love.

/r/TrueOffMyChest Thread