I've grown bitter

While I was working as a line cook, I wasn't getting much sleep, and my coworker started being an old hag and probably assumed I had energy. Thinking I was just lazy and hating me. Just a judgmental person.

On top of that, I would see things that weren't being done right. I would text these things to my friend, and while he found them interesting and told me he didn't mind it all being negative, I decided to do it less.

I feel like it was partly that I was projecting my stress, but also a habit I didn't want to let thrive.

People like you more if you are less negative. You drive them down otherwise. And you drive yourself down with a lack of positives.

I cant think of other specific examples but I can say that when I was depressed my humor was significantly darker. It was weird to see. And I didn't notice it all that much.

There is nothing wrong with some good ol' dark humor. However, when your life feels like a nightmare... It seeps out of you.

I... don't know if you can relate to that, and I don't think you are in that place right now, but it might be relevant to see that extreme.

Also dont do acid several times while your depresses haha.

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