I think I know how you feel. I’ve been in a situation where I’ve given my all to someone who just decided out the of blue that they didn’t like me anymore. You certainly went through a lot more with her than my case, but I know the confusion of trying to relive every moment trying to pin point where you went wrong and lost their love/stopped being worthy.

I promise, you’ll come out of this with a ton of emotional intelligence, and instead of making you doubt another’s feelings towards you, it’ll make you a better judge of those feelings the next time. Find relief in the fact that you are a great person, a rose that keeps giving it’s fragrance even after its plucked out of the ground.

All the best mate!