Kind of off topic but ever notice the way he would touch his female guests' hair on the Barbershop episodes? He's so delicate and soft about it. Dunno just something I noticed lol it calms me for some reason haha. I stumbled upon a clip of when he wore that fish costume and it's so sweet to see that side of him. I think he's going through an angry phase right now which is totally understandable. Personally I think he's the type who can be really hard on himself. Like his past videos where he talks about drinking black coffee, it comes across like he feels like he should suffer and not treat or enjoy himself. Then late at night he wallows in swedish fish and hates himself even more. The poor guy has some demons for sure but its nice to see him find some solace with his patreon godfathers. I wish him nothing but the best