Interestingly, I would agree with you some of your judgements are right. For example, I also judge that eternal torture would be unjust, and I have reached the conclusion that the Bible does not, in fact, teach eternal torture is what hell is. There's one verse about torturing Satan and those who take the mark of the beast that's a little problematic to argue against, but many verses seem to point to "eternal destruction" which I believe is death in the intuitive sense of not existing anymore. I just think that they will pay for every wrong thing they did before they cease to exist.

And yeah, there's a lot of other stuff that seems messed up to me too. It's really about the truth though. I mean, if you look into the universe and see how vast it is. I mean even our solar system. Or our galaxy. Our all of the space between our galaxy and the nearest galaxy Andromeda. Or the entire freaking known universe. If you really take in all of that, and consider that, whoa, God made that, that might put you in a position to be like, hmm, maybe he knows something I don't.

Speaking of which, if you wanna learn about that stuff, I love Crash Course Astronomy. It's an awesome YouTube playlist. It's not Christian based either in case anyone would be out off by that, haha. Phil Plait is an awesome host, and I highly recommend it. The channel also has a bunch of other topics as well that would help you with classes like Biology, Chemistry, Physics, and more.