a couple of reasons:
There's no end game to the relationship. We Live at apposite ends of north america, in the us and one in canada. I want someone I can have physical intimacy with most if not every night of the week. Flying a round trip to his city and back would be $700 a pop. I refuse to move to his shit hole state and I doubt he would want to move to my shit hole town in canada.
Political disagreements, perticularly coronavirus. I just could not see eye to eye with him and it made me resent him.
he told me he had been diagnosed with borderline personality disorder. I did extensive research into the symptoms and decided I didn't want to be involved with that shit.
Depending on how long and how bad corona gets, there's a strong possibility I'm going to kill myself. I don't want to just ghost him in the process, and I don't want to tell him about it. Since he's not in my life anymore, he won't have to deal with it, because even though we had our disagreements he doesn't deserve that.